Saturday, April 18, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Feeling Alone
Parents leave Sunday. I need friends. Its hard when the last year of my life has revolved around getting cancer out of my baby. I make people uncomfortable which makes me feel uncomfortable. I don't think the first moms group is going to work out well, but I will try. I really miss our friends in CT and MA. ANyway, so when my rents leave, I am alone with my daughter (My husband is too much in WoW to be considered "here".)
A woman asked me the other day as our children played together, "what do you like to do for fun?" Seems like a normal question. I gave her the most blank stare. I came home and talked with my husband about it. He doesn't even know what I like to do for fun. I thought more. Then found it was an easy question. I love to walk, bird watch, see new things, read maps (oddly enough), go new places, be outside, garden, plant things (reminds me I have to buy some herbs! and another pot), even if it is a new neighborhood. I love museums, but with my daughter I don't know if I could enjoy them as much. Anyway, so now I know what to say if anyone every asks me again.
Next visitor come in June. :(
A woman asked me the other day as our children played together, "what do you like to do for fun?" Seems like a normal question. I gave her the most blank stare. I came home and talked with my husband about it. He doesn't even know what I like to do for fun. I thought more. Then found it was an easy question. I love to walk, bird watch, see new things, read maps (oddly enough), go new places, be outside, garden, plant things (reminds me I have to buy some herbs! and another pot), even if it is a new neighborhood. I love museums, but with my daughter I don't know if I could enjoy them as much. Anyway, so now I know what to say if anyone every asks me again.
Next visitor come in June. :(
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