EUA time

EUA is on Friday, but we are leaving for the trip tomorrow after her 3 year old appt. and pediatric clearance for anesthesia. Things that concern me this time are 1) her socket development-we have been getting bad reports since January (and are getting another opinion in a couple of weeks) 2) her complaints that she can't see things (when they are right in front of her) and that she can't see well. I am not sure if she is learning the latter this from another kid at school or if she is for real. Quite honestly, it scares the crap out of me.

Port out

And still no job. I have had 3 phone interviews with one company and took and assessment test. I, however, have yet to hear from them. Not so great for my ego. Oh well...I guess it is back to the drawing boards, the economy is so bad right now-changing careers isn't going to be easy. Who out there is willing to give me a shot?

Almost over...

She is going to get her Port out this month. Then the biggest part of our cancer trip will be over. Of course, she will still need MRIs and exams under anesthesia, BUT, she can go to day care and mommy can get a job. We seriously need me to work....I am nervous, anxious, feeling insecure...it has been 2 years since I have worked and my old job wasn't exactly a run of the mill occupation. I don't think I can return to scenic art. My future and her future means too much to me to put us at risk again by constantly exposing myself to those types of chemicals. To get a some idea of what I am talking about, please read this:
interview with Monona Rossol


So that leaves me with lots of questions. What do I want to do, what am I qualified to do, and will someone take a risk, hire and train me?