Present and short term future

Going out lots lately. I feel I've been too careless with my daughter. I need to take more caution and leave when I hear coughs or sniffles even if I know that person and they say their kid "isn't contagious." Before cancer, I wanted her to get exposed to build up her immunities...now....I just want to stay out of the hospital. Is it too early to be counting the days down to January? I guess-her next EUA is Friday. My emotions are all conflicted about this weekend. There is dread about the actual trip/car rides and hotel stays..there is excitement about meeting a long time friend finally face to face! I hope I suppress my dread in order to have fun with D, C and R.