Cancer

No matter how I write it, say it, read it-it all doesn't seem real. Baby girl has Retinoblastoma. It sucks to be that parent. The one that you say wow that sucks to be that parent, then you find yourself as that parent. It sucks more than I could have ever imagined. They say it is contained...two days to wait...will it still be contained? I want to hold her 24/7 and of course that is ridiculous, she won't allow that anymore. This is all I can write now.